Alright, pull up a seat. I've got some explaining to do.

First I wanted to start off apologizing to those in *PokemonSuperContests. I deeply, DEEPLY apologize. If I had the ability to get online at all, and finish working on the results, I would have. but 1/2 the results were on the internet, no 4/5 which I couldn't access.

I felt horrible for the first week after PSC ended as it was... but then I came to realize I couldn't control the fact I didn't have access to the internet anymore. What happened was I went to Cleveland on May 24th. And I got back on Monday to NO internet. I started work on Tuesday. Its basically 3:00 (doesn't start till 4, but it takes 20 minutes to get there and we usually have a delay) until 1:00am, and then the drive home. I came home, and usually plowed into my bed. I'd wake up, and do it all again. Depressing really. Or at least I was.

I had no time/energy to go anywhere but work and home. I didn't really have the time to do it either, and NO ONE I know lives near me. And I don't drive, so I couldn't just say, "o hay lets go someplace" unless I wanted to spend money I STILL don't have on a bus ticket. (which I'm scared of, btw.) I barely have time for myself anymore, honestly. Last night was my frist get away in possibly 3 weeks +... I've made so many new friends at my new job. I love them so much, god, I haven't felt this way since high school. XD WHICH btw, its been a year since I graduated. Which is still like, woah Michelle do something cool with your life.

Hey-- I pay my own bills. >:3 I buy my own stuffz! O yeah, I get my first paycheck on Tuesday! Well, Wednesday. Since I work the night shift. >_<;

BUT STILL MONEY AND I CAN GET MY CELL PHONE TURNED ON AND PAY BILLS AND EAT!!!

It'll only be about 230-40 dollars for like 4 days or something. I wont get another check however, until the 24th. So this probably has to last me. I like being there but I failed one of the tests, and I cried. Literally, I felt like a fucking idiot. I just started bawling to myself when I found I failed. Less than an 80 percent isn't passing however. -_-; W/e, hopefully I'll pass the 2nd time through. If not, I don't have a job anymore. Sigh. I got so upset.

Yeah, I'm still in training for my job. Training is like 4 weeks. D: But yeah, if I don't pass, I'm a fucking retard and I don't deserve a job. I was one of like 4/14 to fail. -____- So I cried.

But I get a 2nd chance, so w/e. I made a lot of friends too. ;^; Who are amazing~ And I... I'm just so sorry to you guys. I almost died w/o people from my job. If I had to be home, and do NOTHING all day because I didn't have the internet, I'd die. Period. They kept me entertained while I didn't have it. ^O^;;

I hope you all accept my apology. It would never be my intent to screw everyone over with the results. T__________T I feel like a failure, and I never meant to disapoint you guys. I got scared when coming back to my DA, like people flaming, yelling at me like, "WTF WHERE ARE THE RESULTS BITCH ITS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU CUNT"

I still have yet to check the PSC account, so maybe there is some on there. T_T Don't hate me, I really didn't mean for this to happen. Its all my fault, and I take 100% blame for everything.

Please dont hate me. ;;